Today was simply amazing. I finally hung out with my best friend Jackie. We caught up with things and now I remember where my humor started to change . My humor is crystal clear to her. Playing cards and playing board games with her and Justin and making brownies and starting up a bon fire at the back of Justin's house made me feel like I was at the right place at the right time. It probably wasn't such a big thing to them but to me it really made me happy. Sitting around talking about more spontaneous things to do. Thinking of things to drop and forget. Today really meant a lot to me. A lot of things have been going through my mind and I really don't feel like a kid anymore. But whatever great night hopefully will lead into a great morning.